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11月12日 Long Due Well.. A happy post is looooong due on this space I guess the master of doing the impossible have done it again I never knew this is sooo high one having a crazy man jumping in & out of the General office scared the clerk Ecstasy ain't halfway near what I felt No.. It was better.. felt like rebirth.. cleanse this slate for a better one next year  this feeling.. never wanna let it go..yet i guess i have to when the time come for me to muggg again Burdens off my back.. signed the final document for PW Got P.R.O.M.O.T.E.D... READ THIS LOUD & CLEAR!!!~~~ wow.. was so high I decided to treat those that collected my result with me Back to the sadness.. class gonna be incomplete next year... PW group is gonna fall apart while others remain intact Back to happy stuff.. my comforting skills are better now   10月26日 poetry.. again Come toady.. gone tomorrow Darkness shall shroud the soul Let death be my little escape From the bane of life I feel Chuck that feeling far away My death shall not be today Lying on a bed of woes Never felt this low before Take a trip to happier times Notice that.. There is none Throw this life into despair Look at it with an angry glare Now all I do is stare.. Don't dare to take another step Cos I feel it shall be my last Fight for this Fight for that Gain no shit For all I care As I lie on my death bed A tear so pure melt my heart of ice As it melt.. I come back to life Blood flows into my veins I awaken to a brighter day 9月23日 JOHNS!!! Singers -John Mayer -John Legend -John Lennon Actors -John Travolta Wrestlers -John Cena -John Morrison Boxers -John Wayne Parr Popes -Pope John Paul (I II III) Politicians -John McCain Chemist -John Dalton Theorist -John Levy Saint -St John NTSS DM -John Lim Take note JOHN!!! 9月18日 Whats interesting yet infuriating? Well.. 2day is the most tiring day for me throughout this year Living it with lethargy through.. woke up at 7.. schools at 7.40 Was stoning through tutorials after tutorial... .... Well.. maths tutorial was always the most fun.. Used to be me & HF talkin thru maths.. Today was Isaac.. Was so freakin hungry!!! INTERESTING PART I faked my high voice & it couldnt come down!!! WTF.. stuck like that for 5 mins?? So imagine Mr "Man Voice" stuck up there Though its strange.. its funny.. I was like ^My voice can't come down^... Well.. took a sweet from cy.. voice slowly went back down Then it went back 2 de sibeh low 1.. Lungs felt damn constrained after that though I guess lack the energy to bring it down?? Infuriating.. read this!!! hankiang- sleep! said: u wan porn video tell me iwill send u free α♂ got K.O. by CHEFS throwing Calcuim Booklets @ me in a Mobile Exhibition Booth said: nvm.. hlp me on pw.. b4 i slp hankiang- sleep! said: zz bye α♂ got K.O. by CHEFS throwing Calcuim Booklets @ me in a Mobile Exhibition Booth said: wateva I was so pissed off man.. So enthu to send such stuff?! Yet ask 2 do work.. ~~ !!!! You can feel like its being a dog.. BUT DOGS ARE BETTER THAN YOU 9月10日 TDH style of fun Lifes a game of false pretense It a show on the grandest stage Wear the masks of a pretender Hide behind the shrouds of a curtain Never shown our real emotions Manipulated puppets of life We act according to what we are told Smile, frown, glare, love None of these are our own Glad to have you act with me You are the only reason for me acting & the show must go on.. Please don't leave the cast Can't go on without you ~END~ P.s. For those that read between my lines.. great 9月5日 our lives are like non-superimposableI guess what I am is nowhere near what want to be Looked into the sky (again.. TOO FREE SIA) Noticed a few things 1. It just like my soul... Empty, except for a few specks of stars (the ppl I love E.g. Familia) 2. I really wished I had wings (BIG white ones) 3. Slowing down to enjoy is not weak.. Its quite nice!! 4. Can't get my mind empty.. theres always someone or something in there Our lives are like non super-imposable With every glace I have of your face, Feel more that I'm losing this race. Though we are similar, we are nowhere near same I tried to pick up my guts Try to tell you the truth But I never got enough We share so much in common.. Including a mutual "hate" (maybe the pretense is fake too) I tried to see the good life All i see in return.. Is my crap life Maybe when we finally coincide with each other The story comes full circle You'd be with me Well.. maybe I should have taken lit just 4 funLife has been
a dump these few days Going well 8月31日 How I got 5 wives Dean: Hey cher.. this guy got into accident Mdm Valli: Huh nephew? wat sorta trouble ya gt into? Shotgun ah? Dean: No la.. not shotgun.. y u always think so sick? Mdm Valli: No la.. I got 1 student 20+ married with 2 kids.... Isaac: Hiya... dat fella siao 1.. Me: Hey aunt don't worry I wont shotgun 1 i got 5 wives!!! Next time I bring 4 kids at once visit you 8月29日 Riddles Hey.. I'm starting to talk in riddles again.. WTH :'( Shakira has a She Wolf in her Closet Ding Hao has a He Man Under his bed (This means I got something much worse to hide) 8月25日 my armhaha... Ytd my arm & shoulder got a divorce then they tried live seperately... But the lawyer patched them back up 8月19日 I guess this is my life nowWell.. life as down like a dump now.. Never thought I'd say this..
But I admit that I've put on a mask of false pretense
I may look strong & happy on the surface..
Taking everything in my stride..
Well.. Think again.. Imma wreck
I hide behind the shadows of what I used to be
But I never seem to get out
With realisation.. Every moment seems like knives
With the fear of failing looming close
I think its best to just crack
But I been wrong.. Ya the one that is beautiful
I ain't the best of man to fit ya
Neither will ya want me to fit now
An apology is all I can give
But I might end it all here
(maybe ya will get what I mean)
~END~ 8月7日 HahaWhere would we be now I smile, you laugh, I look away
I sigh, you ask me why, I say, It's ok and I am just feeling' down Your hand on mine I hear the words If only love had found us first, Our lives they would be different, oh So I stand and wait, I am just a man, oh Where would we be now baby, If we found each other first, Where would we be now baby, And now I must confess, that I'm a sinking ship And I'm anchored by the weight of my heart Cause it's filled with these feelings But I keep my true thoughts locked, beside my hearts black box And it won't be found, it won't survive through the smoke or the wreckage So I crash and burn, I got a lot of things to learn, oh Where would we be now baby, If we found each other first What would you do now darling, If I said these simple words I'll wait, I'll wait As long as you want But where would we be now baby I'll wait, I'll wait Where would we be now baby, If we found each other first What would you do now darling, If I said these simple words I'll wait, I'll wait As long as you want But where would we be now baby I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait March On
Don't cry, open up your eyes and know
There's someone else out there that feels this way I'm singing to you Cause I know what you've been through and now It's not so long ago I felt the same Like soldiers, march on If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun March on, march on And I remember summer nights alone Fireflies the only thing we own Yeah, all we had were dreams of California And I remember winters were so cold Hunger was the only thing we know And rock'n'roll dreamin' was what saved us Like soldiers, march on If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun March on, march on Till we see the sun, march on, till we see the sun Through the good times, through the bad times Through the long days, through the hard nights Keep on, till we see the sun Like soldiers, march on If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun March on, march on Like soldiers, march on If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun March on, march on Even when there's no one there for you march on Even when the days are long for you march on And like soldiers, march on 8月5日 Screw the flyte... Gonna get stuckLoved the times that I flew around...
 Yeah.. maybe the 4E1 people seen more of it...
Maybe the 09S07 people seen the more extreme side...
But now all thats been put on hold...
Back ailments coming back...
Old leg injuries acting up...
New twisted ankle...
 The only thing that kept me sane
Taken away just the same
Left me feeling so alone
Break my spirit but not my soul
thy will come back stronger than ever
Soaring higher than ever
Ya been the best thing eva
But seriously... this is not who I used to be
Neither is this who I wanna be
Maybe.. just maybe I'm just being paranoid
Hope there light at the end of this tunnel
SHOULD I EMBARK ON A QUEST TO TRY TO UNDERSTAND WOMEN?
I mean its the thoughest topic a man could ever study
& I've always loved a challenge
P.s. These torturous days took my soul away
Now all thats left is a wreck
 Don't wanna play your lovegame cos I know its a death trap.
 These are the meaning to my previous PMs
 8月2日 Flyte of FancyWake Up from the dreams of a beautiful life We all need to fight for what we want To struggle is normal... Sucess comes with hard work If we let our wings grow through pain We will soar higher than before.... (read about eagle wings?) 7月5日 nothing to doA~ Abstract Anti-socialist
B~ Bizzare Boy C~ Crazy Cryptic D~ Damned Devil E~ Eccentric Egnima F~Fantasy Freak G~ Guru Gila H~ Happy Hitler I~ Insane Idiot J~ Joker Jumper K~ King Kuku L~ Loony Lifer M~ Master Mischieve N~ Nonsensical Newt O~ Overrated Ogre P~ Perverse Person Q~ Qualmless Quirk R~ Retarded Rider ... 7月1日 TDH's quotes... Use when I get famous!!!Gonna give DH's quotes of life 1. Its not who you are... Its what you do that makes YOU 2. Memories are nice... But its how you plan your future that counts 3. Don't compain bout what you don't have... Complain bout what you have 4. Life is not a cycle... Don't do the same thing over & over again 5. We will all never attain perfection... But strive to be the best we shall 6. The end of one road starts another... Don't stop thinking its a dead end 6月22日 Father's dayWell.. skip the poems for once Well... Ytd was Daddy day Bro went out for some BBQ... Maybe hes a father outside.. lol Went out for dinner.. as usual Then we went to a place called:Ice Dream Land Apparently it sells ice cream.. obvious much Was opened on Dad's friend's shop... That man can live off rentals man!!! So in the end I paid for it=) Luv daddy!!! LOL KIDDISH So we went home... Had wine in the garden with daddy & mommy blah blah..... ~END~ 6月17日 The sanity to acknowledge insanityINSANITY
With every passing night... I lose more of my life Insomia kicks in... Can't sleep... so I think of you It hurts from the inside to confess I'm just an insane wreck without you Taking my soul into the garden I lie & gaze at the stars The constellation reminds me of you Realize that I need you Not for love... But for support Since you left... Live hadn't been the same The sun don't shine The stars become blind Sunk myself into depression Baby won't you come back to me LOL.. TOTAL FICTION ~END~ 6月11日 ~work in progress~Gonna try out some poetry again...
This time... just for kicks... Not the emo ones though LOL I'm looking at you through the moon Hoping that you will gaze upon it too Now I feel this emptiness when you are gone Hoping to go back with you Cos tonight, the seconds feel like years Living alone without your love Though we are seperated My love for you shines through Wish upon a shooting star, That you will be next to me Crying out to the northern lights, Hoping that somehow you'd feel the same All alone on this lonely plane Set for home to be with you Yet it feels so slow I'm coming back to your love Sorry for all of my mistake Never meant to make you cry Now it hurts to say it out That I feel the need for you Haha... tryin out only... Tell me if its good or bad =) But I know the ans is BAD But then.. just tell =) 5月27日 Finally... A bright dayAs depressive as JC life went... 2day shone the brightest!!! In cronological order 1. Friday gonna be half day!!! YaY 2.Hosting 3 Korean X-change female students ain't all that tough (I tought girls will be tough) In fact its sooo freakin fun!!! Damn shit... ain't got the photos yet 3.I cemented my stand as 1 of the better Chinese students of my class 4.I aint got screamed at today Yet as Bright as it be Darkness prevails Good Ol' swine flu flew to us!!! It does not matter how good you are... It only matters how hard you try Damn... oh ya.. someone says shes hot infront of the Koreans sia!!! haha.. jokin Thanks Agnes for taking care of the Koreans wif me... I guess I'll suck w/o you.. haha Miss the Jumper days... Losing grip of the 'flyte of fancy' Misses the days when I 'flew' around Times flies... It'll all end soon =)  |
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